Monday, April 27, 2015

And our path cross

Assalamualaikum wtb ;

Dear diary, today I stumbled upon this beautiful quote.


"You meet thousands of people, and none of them really mean anything to you. And then you meet one person, and your life is changed forever."

thank you for crossing my path, cat. i dont know if its black cat. hnh superstitous!


Lets see, I have one person that came into my life and completely changed me. Alas we don't share the same destiny. I wasn't dismissed. I could not get any more grateful to Allah for sending him to me. 2 years knowing a promising human, at least in my tiny world. My perspectives changed and the way I took life is also altered. One of a kind-type. Where he stood, there is he changing the world of the people around him.

You see, those people around us, there are not there for no reasons. Allah made them cross our paths for us to learn. And out of the many people, there will be someone that will spin your head around.

It is not necessary for them to stay in our life, i'ts decepting to comprehend it that way. Rather, they come and leave a permanent mark in our ever growing phases of life. Each steps, each flights of stairs of life. Where we do not fleet anymore, for we know there's that one person that change us to not be someone in yesterday anymore. The memories are either sweet and it can be painful also (for pains alter our experiences) or its a mixture of both ; bittersweet. Nothing is wrong from getting hurt, no one is at fault. It is a cycle of life. At least, one person changed you. For better.

Thank you everyone, for coming into my life and painting it with your colours. And some of you, leave a trail of beautiful scents, that I no longer think I want to comprehend life, instead, enjoying it to the fullest and loving everything around me.




The power of friendship


Assalamualaikum wbt;

Dear diary, 
I sometime am in awe at the power of friendship.

"Do you, as 9 GIRLS whom lived together always had a fight?"
"Yes, because we are very close and people who are close usually have an intense amount of feelings for each other."

"It STARTED in the car and after we reach our dormitories, both of us went to our respective rooms and slammed the doors. We were building angers inside. Then we came back outside, to fight."

"After that, we realized at that moment, it wasn't something to be fought about. Then we apologized and cried."

"Its impossible for them to not fight. They are very close to each other. You GET closer from arguments."
" Yes it is. If you don't fight, it will stay in your tummy."

~ SNSD, 2011






Saturday, March 29, 2014

Let's talk about love

Assalamualaikum wtb;

Dear diary,

LOVE is subjective. I am widening the scope, where it stretch to everyone, be it your friends, family, parents, spouses. In the name of Ar-Rahman and Ar-Rahim, His love is what keeps the world afloat.

Because love is so universal, DISCUSSING it would not reach one finite solidarity. I believe love is what keeps human alive, love suffices the unknown emptiness in our soul. It is the love that tenderize one's soul. Isn't it love what made the notoriously cruel and firm Napoleon Bonaporte heed to a woman. Rules French but lose to little things called love. So many times in the Holy Book, Allah reminds us how poignant can women be to men and vice versa. Isn't it love that sorts out the possibility?

Love keeps me awake tonight. Within the warmth of an embrace, the heart struggles to find solace. It is within trials period that we know who will STANDby our side, only when you fall hard to your knees you will see clearer.

For me love is like knowing you love someone and you wish NOTHING but the best of them.
For me, love is that tiny feelings that reign your heart, of setting warm happiness for someone whom you love after seeing them suffers. For me, love does not get proved by keeping someone you love...or fighting for that special someone to stay by your side. For me..love is letting go when you know its best for them to flock away. Love definitely needs no mutual space between two PEOPLE. Because the warmth REMAINS in that tiny soul of ours, engulfing the sadness and loneliness.

To all the people I have wronged, with my self-centred tendency, I am sorry.
To all people I have possibly hurted, because of my principle, I am sorry.
To all people I am not capable of saying nice things despite your efforts to prove me your love, I am sorry.

Because I am just a human, with flaws, also sometimes lose myself. Sometimes, I cannot see clearly which way to head to, but because the most beautiful things cannot be seen nor touched, instead it is felt by the heart, yes, I can feel by my heart of your overwhelming affections towards me.
Just, gomenasai for everything and thank you.




Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Lagenda Greek

Assalamualaikum wtb;

Kehadapan diari,

Mengikut lagenda Greek, ada 3 kelebihan kekuatan dominan yang diturunkan kepada 3 kaum berbeza dari tempat yang berbeza. Mereka percaya bahawa orang Greek diberi kekuatan pada akalnya, orang Cina pada tangannya serta orang Arab pada lidahnya.

Daripada ketiga-tiga kelebihan tersebut, yang paling saya tertarik ialah pada kelebihan orang Arab. Kerana semenjak permulaan mengambil bahasa Arab lagi, ideologi muallimah2 dah diimplemen yang bahasa Arab ini indah; bahasa Arab ini puitis, bahasa Arab ini bahasa Al-Quran, iaitu sebuah kitab suci yang lenggok bahasanya yang tiada tolok bandingannya oleh sasterawan Arab yang lain.

Kata Ustazah Zuraimi, ustazah Arab saya semasa di Tingkatan 2KAA, orang Arab ini memang suka bersastera, berpuisi. Macam kita-kita orang Melayu hebat naww berpantun, begitulah orang Arab kalau memberi deskripsi tentang alam, tentang perasaan, tentang kejadian, dijadikan dalam bentuk madah.


Sebab tu jugak dalam silibus pembelajaran Bahasa Arab Tinggi ada satu bahagian nama dia 'Balaghah' yang sulit sekali, mengajar kami tentang gaya-gaya bahasa Arab. Yang mampu membuat otak cerdas tambah cerdas sungguh-sungguh cuba mendividen pembahagian dia sungguhlah harus cekal tatkala memahami jikalau kamu tidak cekal hohoiii meja keras ketung akan metamorfosis, menjadi tilam dunlop gebu gebas lantas mata terkatup tak terdaya menahan antuk T_T . Ini semua agenda fatamorgana duniawi. Ohh ampunkan saya Muallimah Noorita yang gigih memberi tunjuk ajar walau kami selalu syahid!


Masa di tingkatan 2 juga, kami mempelajari satu syair Arab iaitu kehidupan di penjara T_T. Kreatifnya orang Arab sajak di penjara juga boleh~. Dahlah kena hafal depan ustazah. You guys should really see how I acted with the sajak. Haha!

Salah satu intipati dia, 'tiada cahaya di penjara..etc'. Yaaaaaa itu dia sudah terlupa (-.-)".

Lagenda yang menarik. Sepertinya orang-orang Cina popular di abad terdahulu kerana menghasilkan karya agung dari pena-pena mereka. Kekuatan yang explicit. Orang Melayu? Ya pantas sekali ingin saya ingatkan orang Melayu ini sungguh masyhur di peradaban dunia satu ketika dahulu kerana halus tutur bahasanya, lenggok gayanya, semuanya berlemah-lembut. Ilmu persilatan, ilmu yang memang dulu-dulu orang kabo 'gerek seyhh' kerana kecantikan adabnya, ah nak mula bunga bersilat pun main jual beli pantun. Cool ah!. Serius nak cakap, ilmu persilatan ni macam ninja, dia menang tanpa perlu banyak pergerakan. Sehinggakan bangsa-bangsa lain satu ketika dahulu cukup kagum dengan orang Melayu. Sudahlah kecik molek, berbudi manis, indah tuturkata, penuh dengan adab menghormati orang lain, tersisip senjata kecil yang pada pengamatan bangsa lain pada awalnya bahawa keris yang dibawa itu seperti permainan gadis-gadis kemudian mereka terpana akan halus seni ukirannya pada bilah-bilah bersendikan nama Allah Muhammad di pemegangnya,  bahkan kaum Melayu ini mahir ilmu pertahanan diri yang cool giler boleh hilang sekejap tetiba muncul pastu jatuh dah pak long jahat tu.


Tengok intipati ayat Quran ni. Sungguhlah semua kejadian Allah, warna kulit yg berbeza, bahasa berbeza semua punya kelebihan tersendiri. Andai saya tercipta dari tanah di India dan kamu dari Tanah di Parsi, apa bezanya kita, kita masih boleh berkasih sayang =)

Wahai umat manusia! Sesungguhnya Kami telah menciptakan kamu dari lelaki dan perempuan, dan Kami telah menjadikan kamu berbagai bangsa dan bersuku puak, supaya kamu berkenal-kenalan (dan beramah mesra antara satu dengan yang lain). Sesungguhnya semulia-mulia kamu di sisi Allah ialah orang yang lebih taqwanya di antara kamu, (bukan yang lebih keturunan atau bangsanya). Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahuai, lagi Maha Mendalam PengetahuanNya (akan keadaan dan amalan kamu).[49:13]

Al hujurat :)

Tak ke wonderful tu? Ooohh ahh this kinda of thing really refresh me.

Kesimpulannya saya sedikit stres jadinya saya baca novel Khairyn Othman dan seronok sekali kerana ianya sejenis eskapisme kepada saya daripada realiti hidup ini tapi as usual suka berangan jadi heroin-heroin dalam novel Khairyn Othman so i became dissapointed laa sebab realiti tak seindah fantasi dan masalah kemuncak ialah dah 4:30 pagi dan saya masih belum siap sosio T_T